validate your own damn self, bitches.

I just validated the fuck out of myself. My friends and family have been validating me these past couple of months and I wasn’t taking their word.

I mean come on, it’s what they have to say to us to cheer us up.

“Everything will be okay, time will heal everything.”

“You have a beautiful heart, you’ll learn from your mistakes.”

“You’re talented, put that energy into your blog, your drawings, your friends.”

We’ve heard it all and we NEED to hear that, whether you believe it or not and when you feel like the devil is inside of you

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Giiiiiiiiirl, YOU are the one that needs to validate yourself. Think about the positive, think about the good memories. This is your life… create and shape it into what you truly want and deserve.

Yes, I know, I know.

I’m doing exactly what I said everyone was doing to me…

But i’m guaranteeing you that it will pass and you will rise but it all comes from within you! YOU! No-one else, just … you.

I laid in bed this morning and put the pieces together. You question why people are the way that they are. Why are they so revengeful? Why are they so ugly? Why? Why? Why? You’ll never get an answer for any of these questions and fairly enough, they’re none of your fucking business.

I put shit together and figured out that people are just… hurt. I hurt them one way or another and it was all because I was being selfish and taking care of my own damn self.

I have to take care of myself and the reason I hurt people is because it was better for my life to not have them in my life. That’s not wrong! I swerved you, you and you and you all know it and you'll deny it… I don't blame you. I’m a good fucking person and I know I’m beautiful. Truth is truth doll... you and I both know.

wink.

There’s always going to be someone who hates you, resents you, does you wrong, don't like you. it's okay! like I said in previous blogs, not everyone is going to like you. and you know what… who. the. fuck. cares. girl. I’m doing what I need to do to keep myself sane, happy and beautiful and if that's you being taken out of my life then so be it.

"Yeah, I got boy/girl problems, that's the human in me."

"bling, bling, then I solve 'em, that's the goddess in me."

-Lizzo

Fuck I love myself because I can come to the realization that everything happens for a reason and the universe gets rid of the energy you do not need in your life, trust it. The same goes for those who have lost me… I wasn’t good for you and the universe did that for us. Thank it because we have so much more to look forward to.

We are all beautiful.