be honest with yourself.

it's been a minute since I've been out of this blog. I've written for myself but things I won't share right now. I've been going through a lot during this pandemic but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

I've been tested and challenged and I think I've done a good job maintaining it. I'm rolling with punches and deciding which battles I want and need to fight. I'm very hard on myself for not being where I should be at this age but I shut that negative voice in my head and continue to do my best.

luckily it's been a positive journey, not easy, but eye opening and humbling. I was at the top of the world before COVID and that came to a halt. I remind myself that I am not the only one going through a hard time.

who the fuck knew we would go through a pandemic! I've stayed positive but also spiraled out of control a few times this past year. I refuse to let myself down. go through the emotions bitch and struggle. we are all going through shit but handle it. pull the fuck up and build back up. trust me, GO.

love,

ayiiia.